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Excuses /So Called Chaos/2004Why no one will help me I'm too dumb I'm too smart They'll not understand me I'm lonely they'll hate me There is not enough time It's too hard to help me God wants me to work no resting no lazy These excuses how they've served me so well They've kept me safe they've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell I'm too far from home it takes far too much energy I cannot afford to, no one will ever see me These excuses how they've served me so well They've kept me safe they've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell These excuses how they're so familiar They've kept me blocked they've kept me small They've kept me safe inside my shell Bringing these into the light shakes their foundation and clears my sight Now my imagination is the only thing that limits the bar and its' rise to the heights No one can have it all see I have to, they want me to I can't let them down I will never be happy These excuses how they've served me so well They've kept me safe they've kept me stuck They've kept me locked in my own cell These excuses how they're so familiar They've kept me blocked they've kept me small They've kept me safe inside my shell back to track list Doth I Protest Too Much I'm not threatened by every pair of legs you watch go by I don't cringe when you stare at women it's just a thing called guy I don't notice your sideways glances or where your loyalty lies I'm secure and out of me it's hard to get a rise I'm not jealous I don't get moved by much I'm not enraged not insecure as such not going insane rational stays in touch Doth I protest too much I'm not tortured by how oft you're busy cuz I've got things to do I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss me cuz I don't need you to I'm not needy I don't get clingy much I am not scared I'm not afraid as such I'm not dependent Rock solid stays in touch Doth I protest too much So much energy to prove to you who I can't possibly be So much energy to prove to you I'm not who you hate for me to be I'm not saddened and I don't miss you cuz I have moved on too I'm not concerned about your new lover cuz I've a new lover too I'm not depressed I don't get down that much I'm not despondent I am not dark as such I'm never sad Keep chin up stays in touch Doth I protest too much |